2 Poisons and a Cure

I go to a Christian school. You would think it would be a utopia of like minded people who all have found some sort of hope in a man that revolutionized everything to believe in. However, you are mistaken. Now, majority of the people here have some how found and/or grew up surrounded by people who talked about and believed in this man. I for one, believe in this man.

However, for such a "utopia" this place has trenches.
It has ruts.
It has contagious feelings that intoxicate the soul.

I have become a cynic and I have become a judge.

I long for the best in things -- but my mentality is so shallow.
I long to ask questions -- but am I really looking for an answer?
I long for more knowledge -- only to deny the things I know in my actions.
I long to do something now -- this is the only one I can truthfully say that I long to do.

Cynics always judge and judges are always cynics.
These are 2 poisons.

I am learning that discernment is an absolute in my daily walk with Christ.
Being cynical is not always bad based on the heart that truly strives for the heart of Something real. Being a judge is not always bad when it is based on the judgment of who Christ is and what Christ wants for us.

May discernment saturate my prayer life.
May discernment walk amongst my thoughts.
May discernment shed the light from the dark.
May discernment reveal the truth from the lies.
May discernment be the cure.

May Your voice be loud in my heart tonight.

You are God.