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- Eric

I'm Back

Alright...Alright...Alright...

After much time off from this thing...and completely failing at what I wanted to accomplish (2 months ago; See Previous Post) and a few criticisms here and there about how I either need to give up blogging or do something about it...

I am back.

And I hope to really fulfill what I said I wanted to do two months ago.

An Exploration of My Absolutes and Unsolved Mysteries (1 of ?)

It is easy to be impressionable and anyone can inspire.

This past year has been a giant exploration of events. Last summer I made an agreement with myself that I was going to take the year and really center on what Eric (myself) believes when it comes to my faith and values. Over the next few weeks I hope to accomplish a few things...

1) Blog Consistently
2) Formulate Thoughts and Questions
3) Determine Solutions

I think this is going to be a lot of fun.

Melodies and Lyrics that Feed the Soul

The last blog I wrote I recommended a song. This time around I am going to recommend an musical artist. His lyrics make you feel sick to your stomach, feel what it is to feel again, think a lot, and all the while you smile the entire time you are listening to him. Jon Foreman is the lead singer from Switchfoot. These past few months he has compiled 4 Seasons of melodies and lyrics that connect to the soul inside the temperature and new colors that each season brings. Recently, he released the last of his 4 CD set and I have made myself a mix of all his stuff.

It is so refreshing to here writing that blows your mind. The theology behind his hymns can soften the hardest hearts (they softened mine). His poetry makes me frustrated, think, love, hope, mad, and take a good look in the mirror. Here is a brief segment of some of his poetry.

"Instead of a Show" by Jon Foreman

I hate all your show and pretense
the hypocrisy of your praise
the hypocrisy of your festivals
I hate all your show

Away with your noisy worship
Away with your noisy hymns
I stop up my ears when your
singing ‘em
I hate all your show

Instead let there be a flood
of justice
An endless procession of righteous
living, living
Instead let there be a flood
of justice
Instead of a show

your eyes are closed when you’re praying
you sing right along with the band
you shine up your shoes for services
but there’s blood on your hands

you turned your back on the homeless
and the ones that don’t fit in your plans
quit playing religion games
there’s blood on your hands

Ah! let’s argue this out
if your sins are blood red
let’s argue this out
you’ll be white as the clouds
let’s argue this out
quit fooling around

give love to the ones who can’t love at all
give hope to the ones who got no hope at all
stand up for the ones who can’t stand up at all
instead of a show
I hate all your show

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Get all of his stuff!

A Song that Needs to Be Shared

I have never recommended a song on this blog of disconnected thoughts. However, this is a song you need to listen to. It's lyrics inspire. It's an anthem of hope and motivation. It provokes action. Naturally, your hand will raise in a surge of passion and melodic motion to make a difference...and the coolest part about it is - we are not alone.


Angels and Airwaves - Secret Crowds

Tonight, I am once again reminded that I am apart of a movement.

Pondering Purpose and My Current State of Life

Currently, life has led me to a unique place. This past weekend my babe and girlfriend of 4 years took me to see the ring she has picked out. It is beautiful and on her finger it is even more amazing. I'm realizing more and more everyday how important commitment is to my everyday life.

Commitment defines purpose.
Purpose depends on commitment.

Not only in our relationships but in our jobs.
Not only in our thoughts but in our actions.
Not only in our strengths but in our weaknesses.

Our commitment does not rely on our potential.
However, our potential is measured by the commitment made.

Christ committed Himself to die for the sins of the world. Even in the midst of doubt - Christ trusted as He prayed in the garden. He committed Himself to the cause. He was committed to others. He was committed to the poor and oppressed. He was committed for the sake of others. He committed Himself in the desert.

He pressed through, broke through, and challenged.
He loved, obeyed, and freed.

All because of commitment.

A Pondering of Time After Time

I am 21.

I am one year away from graduating college.
I am one year away from the entering the "real world."
My heart sinks and leaps at thinking of these two facts.

I am growing.
I am living.
However, time is not stopping.

Lately, I have been reminded of past high school memories. I remember the people that have made up the years gone by. I remember the crushes. The love I thought I felt. The deep conversations. The short moments of my life I shared with someone I may never see again. I wonder what their face looks like now. The next dance. Next Friday's game. The innocence. The guilt. The regret. The forgiveness. The jammed lockers. The dreams.The passion and drive. The hopes of making life the best it could be. The drama. The gossip. The wonder of tomorrow. Pain was right around the corner as it is today. Hope was always tomorrows tendency. I wonder where those people are now.

Would they recognize me?
Would I recognize them?

We all felt those things. We fought for them. We lost the fight. Our parents were always right.

Friend -- wherever you are -- I hope you're doing great and the life you are living is everything you want it to be. I pray for you tonight. I pray God breathes fresh air into your lungs. I pray you see Him tomorrow when you run your errands. I pray you see Him when you look at your kid. I pray you look at the life you see before you and be the change you hope to see in the world. I hope you're not scared of running the opposite way. I hope you see the light that shines on the open road. I hope you know God is always with you.

I guess what brings these thoughts and feelings lately is the sense that I'm growing up. I've never felt more like a grown up these past few months. Traveling to NYC by myself began these feelings. Now, I am wrestling with an opportunity I have been given this summer. I have entered into a new world that is unfamiliar. I am not surrounded by the people that have surrounded my life for the years leading up to this moment. I am finding new faces and new hands to shake. I am asking new people the question, "How are you?"

Kinda weird...
Kinda exciting...

Life is in the rear view mirror.
Tomorrow is waiting for me
My alarm is going off.
I'm awake.

"Forgive them..."

Lately, my mind and my heart have been haunted by the words of Christ as He hung on the cross.

He declared to a nation that was divided among belief, race, law, oppression, riches, and power.

"Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing."
- Luke 23:34

What does Christ mean when He declares this phrase?
He is praying and asking forgiveness for a nation that doesn't believe He is the Messiah.
This nation heard His claims.
They heard of things He had done.
They reject Him.
And Christ -- In His power and strength asks that His Father forgive them.

I will be thinking about this for a long time.

WeFeelFine.org - An Exploration of Human Emotion

We Feel Fine
www.wefeelfine.org

If you've never heard of, We Feel Fine you are in for a captivating treat. It is website that gathers data from various blog entries around the world that attach itself to the phrase, "I am feeling..." or "I feel." We Feel Fine is an artistic, yet creative way to connect to a world longing for connection. Sometimes the feeling may be a spark of joy or the pain of regret. Check out all 6 movements that it works in (Madness, Murmurs, Montage, Mobs, Metrics, and Mounds).

"I feel like lifes been mundance as of late"
11 Minutes ago - from someone ins Singapore

"I feel like we are getting somewhere back to reality"
26 Minutes ago - from someone

"I feel at peace regardless of any situation because I know God is with us."
40 minutes ago - from someone

Check it out: www.wefeelfine.org

Could You Imagine?

This past Sunday I went to Lookout Mountain Presbyterian Church.

First of all, it was one of the most beautiful churches I have ever walked into.
Second of all, it is literally on top of Lookout Mountain and overlooks the city of Chattanooga.
Third of all, the pastor there is one of the most profound communicators I have heard preach the Gospel. If you like John Piper, you will love Joe Novenson.


Imagine stepping into this sanctuary on a Sunday morning:


And walking out of church and seeing this:


Yea...Pretty much "Love God - Love Others" staring at you in the face.
Next time I'm definitely bringing my iPod and jamming out to "God of this City" on the new Passion CD after the service.

Talk about being inspired.

Infiltrating the City - A Reflection on Tim Keller

Most of you know at the beginning of April I had the opportunity to go travel to New York City to be apart of a conference called, Q (www.fermiproject.com/q). One of my favorite speakers was one I was most challenged by. Tim Keller is the Senior Pastor of Redeemer Presbyterian Church in New York City. He recently came out with a book called, The Reason for God which I have heard amazing things about I just haven't had the chance yet to add it to the pile of books I am "trying" to get through right now. Below is a reflection on Dr. Keller's thoughts on Christianity and how to influence society. Here are some of my notes and adopted notes from other note-takers at Q.

How do we, as Christians, influence culture?

Argument: Culture-Makers live in the city.

1) The Grace of the City

The city was the best place for a for a human to flourish.

(Psalm 107, 1st Peter 1:1, and James 1:1)

*The Biblical trend throughout Scripture is that the cities became Christian first and then its influence spread outward to the countryside.*

In Jeremiah 29 - God tells the Children of Israel to move into the city, settle down, and plant gardens. For if the city prospers the people will prosper.

In Acts, Paul's strategy in ministering the Gospel is urban in nature - As the city goes, so goes culture, and region.

In Revelation, the new Heavens and earth that God brings about are portrayed through a future city.

2) The Grace in the City

What is a city?

A city is mixed use of walkable human settlement with density and diversity. A human settlement has four orders. These orders are economic, cultural, residential, political/legal. In the city, all of these orders may be in walking distance. They be a few blocks away from each other. They may be neighbors.

The city is not about population -- It is about structure.

In the suburbs all four orders are there but they are separated from one another. In the city, you have all the ingredients (everything is together). In the suburbs, there is more of a segregated line that is more noticeable through race, income, social sector, etc. This is why cities have always produced culture. Culture almost always connects people - and when people connect - more culture is created.

3) Grace for the City

If you want to come to city you will need 2 types of grace: Grace of Love and Grace of Care.

It is difficult to live in the city because there is so much competition, expense, diversity, hostility, and the people who do not like you are in your face all the time. To be thrown out of the city is liberation for the average person - However, in Biblical times it signified Jesus being cut off from all community.

"Because we're citizens of the city to come - It makes us the best citizens of the city now."

"The grace of the city is a gift from God. If you come bringing the special grace of Jesus with you, almost anything is possible."

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I attended a Presbyterian church yesterday on the top of Lookout Mountain. It was one of the most beautiful churches I have ever walked into. The pastor used an illustration that Dr. Keller used in a recent sermon he had listened to. I was reminded of this talk - of its challenge and inspiration.

Re-Living a Kodak Moment

I take pictures for granted.

The memories.
The laughs.
The moments caught on a little, thin strip of paper called a negative.

My mom's favorite quote recently is, "We don't remember days, we remember moments."

Pictures catch the best moments of our lives.

I am re-experiencing a few moments in my life today through a picture.
You should too.

Here are a few of mine:

The picture is one of my favorites -- for obvious reasons.

Me, My Babe -- and two of our closest friends who just got engaged.
Congrats to them. They are two of the most amazing people and one of the coolest couples you could ever meet. This pic was taken two years ago in Chattanooga.

Time flies when you're having fun.

Me in Mexico playing with the kids.

We rode. We splashed. We got wet. Mom fell out. A great time.

Simply, some of the most amazing people you could ever come in contact with.

Objective (Biblical) and Subjective (Cultural) Views of Faith -- An Exploration

I am talking an online class throughout May. The class is centered upon Spiritual development and discipleship. This is a response I gave towards a discussion question that talked about the development of faith when compared to Biblical assumption and cultural influence.

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Culture defines everything you and I are. Our backgrounds shape us. You and I can both be Christians but believe and act upon those beliefs differently. Our faith and denominational backgrounds shape us who we are. The leaders we look up to influence our thinking. Even though you and I may have some fundamental agreements in our faith doesn’t mean you and I will agree on everything when it comes to how we believe. Throughout the Bible there is constant theme with this same issue – the issue of Biblical faith or the law and the truth that culture makes us who we are.

It is interesting to compare and contrast the faith represented throughout the Bible and what I see today in mainstream churches. Growing up in middle class society I know my understanding of suffering is extremely limited. I have always had a roof and a bed to sleep on. I haven’t gone without food for a long time (if at all). I know this has affected my faith because everything is so easily accessible here in the United States (see previous blog post that was written by Jeff Shinabarger - It is great stuff). However, I am learning to test my faith. I am learning that I must carry an intentional faith because everything is so easily given here in the United States. Essentially, faith is journey.

I recently heard an interview where a pastor said that fifty years ago if you were to go into a place and say, “The Bible says…” majority of everyone listening would have listened. Nowadays, if you go anywhere and say, “The Bible says…” people are like, “So what?” The pastor later argued and stated that question that, “If there is no authority (the Bible) how can authority be established?” As our society increasingly becomes more postmodern it is important that Christians understand our responsibility that we are called to influence culture. Faith and culture go hand in hand. I believe there needs to be a strong balance in being objective and being subjective. As Starbucks and Barnes and Noble continue to appeal to the conversationalists it is important to understand that everyone has a story. Our faith is a story – or for some maybe a better example would be a rollercoaster. The Bible continually displays this story of faith and culture.

I had the recent opportunity to hear Francis Collins speak. He is a scientist who has devoted his life to understanding the compilation/language of the human bodies DNA. He came out with book this past year called, “The Language of God.” His talk was centered titled, “Science: Conflict or Concordance?” Ever since the Enlightenment human beings have argued for the sake of reason. Collins continually pointed out throughout his talk that science will always lead to truth. He says, “Almighty God, who is not limited in space or time, created the universe with its parameters precisely tuned to allow the development of complexity over long periods of time.” He later goes on to say, “Truth cannot contradict truth.” Personally, the sciences have never been struggle for me in the way I handle my faith. However, I completely understand how it can be continual battle for some…Especially when faith is the evidence of things unseen. I am seeing more and more that reason and faith also go hand in hand. Faith and reason hold an interesting, yet compatible relationship. It simply makes sense even in the consequences of living in a fallen world. For the Christian faith recognizes that we are broken and scarred - it understands that there will be suffering and pain. However, reason takes hold of our faith in the response to suffering and pain. This relationship of faith and reason causes us to act on behalf of others for betterment of humanity and our world. Again, it simply makes sense.

I hope we can see subjective faith as necessary in order to minister effectively in the 21^st century, as well as, holding to the truths that Christ teaches and the Word continues to emphasize.

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I will post part 2 of my response to another question tomorrow.

What do you think about objective and subjective faith?

What should their relationship be?

An Honest Truth

I read this post today --

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HAVE I SUFFERED ENOUGH?

May 6th, 2008

I have come to the realization that I have never suffered. There have been times in my life that I have been disciplined or even hurt, but I have not had experiences that have made me suffer. You could call it white privilege or you could even say I have lived the ‘American Dream’, but the reality is that I have lived a life absent of extreme pain, poverty, injustice, penalty, and death. I grew up in a middle class family and lived in beautiful homes. I have always eaten three meals a day (unless I chose to eat more or less), had access to transportation and clean water and clothing. I have a college education, my parents are both alive (and happily married) and I have even had controlled air in my house since I was born. I have never suffered.

I don’t write all this to share how great my life is in comparison to the rest of the world. On the contrary, I say all this because I think it is important to share with friends that my scope for compassion is limited because of my current life experience. I think my faith is small because of a lack of reliance on a spiritual presence to rescue me from bondage and suffering. Without suffering there is no need for rescue. What is suffering? I can’t define it because I haven’t experienced it. I think my capacity for compassion and genuine love for others that are poor, oppressed, downtrodden, sick, orphans, and widows is directly influenced by my lack of personal experience, knowledge and understanding of suffering.

Never would I wish suffering on others, but I am realizing that suffering does something in a person that nothing else can do. It challenges me to grow beyond myself. It connects me with others in a way nothing else can. Never will I truly love those that suffer, unless I have personally been influenced by suffering. My love is unfortunately limited because of the privilege I have been given of safety and security. So, I must begin embarking on acts of suffering to care for others that suffer. To discipline myself by stepping away from safety and security to gain a heart less filled with pride and replaced with care.

When will I have suffered enough to really love those that are suffering? To hurt with their hurt. To mourn with those who mourn. To know hunger with those who are hungry. To experience the pain of those in bondage. What would I do and who could I be, when I too have suffered?

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For more posts from this guy, check out: www.jeffshinabarger.com

Enough said.

"There was no aloofness about Jesus. He never kept his distance, even from sinners. He did not share the Pharisees' false fear of contamination. He fraternized with dropouts and was criticized for it. 'This man receives sinners and eats with them,' people scoffed. ' Friend of swindlers and sinners, that's what he is,' they sneered. They hoped to ruin his reputation by this whispering campaign, but they succeeded only in enhancing it. The nickname they thought dishonorable was one of supreme honor. If Jesus were not the friend of sinners, he could be no friend of mine -- or yours. So he touched untouchable lepers and allowed prostitutes to touch him. He shrank from nobody. He offered friendship, understanding, acceptance, love."

- John R. W. Stott

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In the midst of finals...I am satisfied

The Transcending Kingdom of God

[A General Perspective]

I have grown up in a Christian home. Christianity has been engrained in my worldview. During my college experience my worldview has gone through deconstruction and is now in the process of restoration. The next few blogs wrestle with the questions that were addressed in the previous blog and is apart of the restoration taking place in my life. I do admit that I could be completely wrong as I filter these thoughts – I am young, impressionable, and passionate about this world. I believe in people and the language of love in my thoughts and actions: So here we go…

What is the Kingdom of God? It is something I have heard about my entire life. It is something we try to describe, conceive, and maintain. It is a call to do something. Scholars agree that the primary mission of Christ was simply, Kingdom of God.

“The Kingdom of God? Time after time Jesus tries to drum into our heads what he means by it. He heaps parable upon parable like a madman. He tries shouting it. He tries whispering it…What he seems to be saying is that the Kingdom of God is the time, or a time beyond time, when it will no longer be humans in lunacy who are in charge of the world but God in his mercy who will be in charge of the world. It’s the time above all else for wild rejoicing – like getting out of jail, like being cured of cancer, like finally, at long last, coming home. And it is at hand, Jesus says.”

- One of Frederick Buechner’s sermons (excerpt taken from Brian D. McLaren’s, Secret Message of Jesus, pg. 199, emphasis mine).

We live in a world of differences. We must take the multi-diversity that is represented in our country seriously. The fact is that since I was born in Bible-belt America the percentage rate of me becoming a Christian is quite high. I ask myself, “What if I was born in Afghanistan?” The percentage rate of me being a Muslim would also be high. Would I be Hindu if I was born in India? Etc.

When Jesus came on the scene He was having conversations with people who came from different backgrounds. He told stories of people who came from different worldviews and beliefs. As He brought clarity to an old worldview He ushered in a new one.

[Have you noticed how Christ transcends culture?]

For example, in Christianity Jesus is central. Ghandi who was Hindu said, “I love your Christ but your Christians do not look like your Christ.” Richard Gere who is Buddhist said, “I see Jesus Christ here and now in the world and what He sees he is appalled at.” Judaism has a profound respect for Jesus as a prophet. Even the Qu’ran says Jesus was a prophet and a doer of miracles. Jesus transcends culture.

[If Christ transcends culture what does this say about the Kingdom?]

Everyone has their opinion and belief about who Jesus was and what He means to them. However, it can be said that the respect for Christ can be found in the predominant religions of today. I heard a recent conversation someone was having about Rob Bell being criticized because he had ministered in some bars – they said Rob responded with the Scripture from Psalm 24, “The earth is the Lord’s and everything in it…”

In a world of differences…the earth is the Lord’s and everything in it.

In a world of differences…the earth is the Lord’s and everything in it.

In a world of differences…the earth is the Lord’s and everything in it.

Understanding who Christ is creates a completely new worldview. It is a worldview that sees hope in everyone and everything. It says the prayer, “Forgive them for they do not know what they are doing…” contagious in the eyes of the follower. I heard an interview last year with Dan Brown (the writer of the Da Vinci Code) who emphasized that, “We worship the gods of our fathers.” – I believe this is true.

Again, I echo the words of Jesus – “Forgive them for they do not know what they are doing.”

The Christian must be an optimist, visionary, and example of the worldview pursued and accomplished through Jesus.

Since God created the world and everything in it – and sent His Son, Jesus who took upon sin so that we may be free indeed – then we must take hold of the words of Christ who listened to others who grew up, suffered, and lived differently. He rebuked worldviews of hate, violence, manipulation, disrespect, and exclusion. He actually gives the invitation directly to the poor.

Luke 6:1

Looking at his disciples, he said: "Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God.”

[Conclusion]

The differences that you and I have are many. I am trying to understand a concept that confines the grounds of this earth and is seen through the eyes of Heaven. I am guilty for shrinking this Kingdom in my own life. However, I am beginning to see that this Kingdom is much bigger than what I imagined. It is not found in the rich or the hierarchies of cultural influence. It is found in a mustard seed. This Kingdom reaches to the slums and cursed parts of the earth. It redeems the darkness acted upon in the world through the light it gives. It is a city on a hill. This Kingdom transcends the way I grew up and you grew up. The least of these are of highest rank. It is found through the salvation that Jesus gives through His resurrection. It starts conversation. It is narrow. This Kingdom is on a clear road to restoration. This Kingdom will conquer the world. It is found in Jesus – His life, teachings, death, and resurrection. He transcends culture…think about it.

May we all see it in action -

Ultimately, it echoes the prayer of Christ,

“On earth as it is in heaven…”

Mark 9:1

And he said to them, "I tell you the truth, some who are standing here will not taste death before they see the kingdom of God come with power."

A Reflection | NYC | & | Q |

#1 - NYC

Last week was one of the most refreshing and challenging weeks I have ever been apart of. First of all, I had the chance to go to New York City for the very first time in my life. I followed an opportunity and went. In one year my college experience will be drawing to a close. Last week I got a taste of what life is like on your own. New York City in all of its bigness is a little overwhelming but as I walked the streets of Times Square I felt compelled. This place holds so much diversity. One street corner easily holds the stories of people who believe in different things, different ideas, and have simply grown differently from the way I have grown up. I respect NYC in all of her splendor and in all that she holds.

#2 – Q
I had the opportunity to meet some amazing people last week. The reason I went to NYC was to be apart of something called, Q. It is conference that brings together a multitude of leaders to converse about and listen to ideas from people who are impacting society in many different forms. Louie Giglio said, “Q is a conversation about a potentiality and possibility.” These are some of the statements and questions that struck me most throughout the course of the week:

Eboo Patel a devoted Muslim who is the president of Interfaith Youth Core spoke at Q. He focuses on creating spaces for people who come from different backgrounds can come together who might disagree in theology but agree on humanity.

Chuck Colson’s inspiring quote: “Christianity is an explanation of all reality.”

Tim Keller’s argument that the best place to minister is the city because the Biblical pattern of evangelism and influence always begins in big cities and then moves to the countryside. Also Jon Tyson’s message agreed with this belief. There needs to be a return to the city. We need to come back to the places where culture is created.

Louie Giglio’s question: “What does transcendental leadership look like?”

Shane Hipp’s message called, “The Downside of the Digital Age.” Christianity is fundamentally a communication event…God revealing Himself to the world. Essentially, how you understand communication is how you understand God. We are the Gospel message.

The next few blogs I will be taking some of these concepts and applying them to the context of my life. What do they mean on a grand scale? I will ask what Shane Hipps asked, “Is our Gospel message to small?” What does living in a land of pluralism reveal about these concepts? What do these concepts say about this land of pluralism we live in? If scholars agree that Jesus’ mission was primarily, “Kingdom of God.” How big is this Kingdom?

The City that Never Sleeps

In a few short hours I will be headed to New York City.

It just so happens that this will be my very first venture into this great city. I am going to be apart of a leadership conference called, | Q |. It is inspiring to think about New York City. Throughout my life I have watched countless episodes of TRL, experienced New Years, shared in a national tragedy, and learned to respect this great place. It is truly at the forefront of cultural influence.

This week I have the opportunity to hear from some folks who aren’t just talking Christianity but doing it. They have been inspired. They are influencing culture. People are noticing.

May action always confirm the words we speak of and believe in – "Love Wins"

I WILL BE WHAT TOMORROW DEMANDS

"God said to Moses, "I am who I am . This is what you are to say to the Israelites: 'I AM has sent me to you.' " (Exodus 3:14)

This past week has brought to the table a few interesting conversations that have taken place between myself and my roommate. My roommate and I have lived together for the duration of both our college experiences. We share countless memories and wouldn't know how to describe my college experience without him. He is an inspiration to my life.

Recently, my Mom read me a quote by Beth Moore that I will paraphrase -- it said, "Christians are not called to debate faith but are called to do faith." Usually my Mom has to repeat things to me so I can get them but this time she only had to read it once for me to get it. Once again I was reminded of how much I talk and what little I do...As a previous post said,

"Action doesn't wait until tomorrow."

Now -- yesterday my roommate and I were talking about God (we have talked about God for years and we will continue doing so for years to come). One of his professors in a class he has been taking acknowledged the meaning of the name YHWH -- "I AM THAT I AM"
However, the professor said that a majority of scholars agree on the name of YHWH being...

I WILL BE WHAT TOMORROW DEMANDS

I know! I thought the same thing -- That is awesome!

A surge of images surrounded my life.

I saw the image of 9/11 and the division of a nation all of a sudden put "United We Stand" declarations everywhere.

I saw the heartbroken have a comforter.

I saw the Church go to New Orleans to help Hurricane Katrina victims

I saw mercy for the addicted.

I saw the sick being taken care of.

I saw worship in action.

I saw the resurrection.

I saw the Kingdom of God.

I saw people to talk to.

I saw people to hug.

I saw love.

I WILL BE WHAT TOMORROW DEMANDS

Before we know it -- today will end...
And Tomorrow will begin
And before it begins...
...God will be there...
To take care of whatever takes place.

I WILL BE WHAT TOMORROW DEMANDS

A Movement. A Collision. A Change.

The United States is probably the most diverse and multicultural society in the world. There are many different cultures, backgrounds, lifestyles, and worldviews that represent this country we live in. Lately, I have been wondering about the mission of the Church, the purpose of Christ, and what it looks like when Christ and the Church collide.

In the town I go to college it is projected that there are over 1300 churches in a 30 mile radius. Many of these Churches have different backgrounds, worldviews, and beliefs. Recently, I attended a Liturgical Church and was in awe of the history and reverence that was so evident as I sat through the service. The Church consists of many different methodologies and theologies. People disagree. People agree.

Jesus did so much. He spoke. He acted. I talk. I hardly ever act.

Action doesn't wait until tomorrow.

When it comes to Christ and the Church -- Christ always challenges, convicts, and urges people to act on the behalf of others. To understand there are people suffering, starving, dying, homeless, burdened, oppressed, and broken while I type this blog makes my heart ache. Christ came for life. However, it is not only my duty but I believe it should be a natural urge to give this life I have been given through Jesus. I am learning that this Life is full of laughs, sacrifice, fun, joy, humility, and centrally, love.

Christ and the Church result in a community that understands the need to take care of the world. May our individualistic attitudes break.

Christ and the Church result in a community where forgiveness reigns. May our condemning judgments become lasting encouragement.

Christ and the Church result as a light to the world. Darkness always gives way to the Light.

Christ and the Church result in a movement where the homeless come for shelter, the broken over time are mended, miracles take place all the time, families unite, family begins, laughter is everywhere, the burdened come for peace, people go places they would've never gone, people do things that don't make sense...because it makes perfect sense, the Word of God connects all generations, age is forgotten, babies are dedicated, sins are washed away, we are baptized, a people who all struggle pray for one another, and inevitably we can't help but go and make disciples. Jesus is our salvation.

Action doesn't wait until tomorrow.

Somewhere in Between Today and Tomorrow

"Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between"

- Lifehouse (No Name Face)

To be in the "Here and Now" is easier said then done. College has this weird way of consuming your thoughts towards the future that you can easily forget to enjoy today. Lately, I have been organizing, planning, praying, and wondering what this life holds for me in a year. "Trusting God" has become a cliche that I know is true but I've heard the phrase so many times it's become just like picking up the phone and saying, "Hello."

I can say I trust...but do I really?

I found myself yesterday saying a prayer I've said hundreds of times...

"God, this life is yours..."

That is also a phrase that is easier said then done.

I am learning that Trust is simply something I have to do.

3 Realities and Emotions. A Reflection on Spring Break 2008.

This past week I had the opportunity to spend a week in Florida with the most beautiful girl in the world and a few of my closest friends. It was a much needed time of rest and reflection (see previous post). I feel 3 primary things when I go to the ocean:

1) Relaxed
2) Small
3) Inspired

These 3 realities and emotions guided my entire week. I wish I could hold onto those 3 things more often. It is definitely easier said then done.

My life is overwhelmed with busyness. Laying out and soaking up the rays always brings a sense of relaxation. It is stress-free. People live for vacations. People live for breaks. People live for Friday. Why can't everyday be like this? Do I really cherish everyday? How often do I let the cares of this world poison my emotions -- my thoughts -- my life.

A few occurrences happened throughout the week that effected the course of my entire week. Once again, through an incident that happened back at home -- I realized how fragile life is on this earth. It is peculiar yet amazing how in times of tragedy everything big becomes small. Perspective invades the life of chaos -- And once again -- all the forgotten things that really matter take the spotlight.

When it comes to the ocean...I am small.

Finally, this past week brought a sense of urgency -- a sense of meaning -- a refreshing. I gazed at all the issues that have been placed on the table regarding the Church, our world, and people. A few times while reading Shane Claiborne's Irresistible Revolution I felt sick knowing I do so little. I also read the pages of Charles Colson's The Faith and How Now Shall We Live? and felt compelled to act.

You can't look at the ocean without feeling it.

The ocean was freezing. I did jump in one day and I probably stayed maybe...I mean maybe 3 minutes. I know what you're thinking, pathetic. Anyways, recognizing that there are so many issues on the table and I do nothing about it makes me a complete hypocrite. I know what you're thinking -- Duh! As I wrote above, perspective sits on the horizon. I am inspired. I know there is much hope to give. It is a hope that everyone must be apart of to truly touch the whole world. I am a piece of the puzzle. So are you.

So until tomorrow...Today (and hopefully tomorrow and the next...)

I am relaxed
I am small
I am inspired

Thank God for Spring Break.

Mentally -- I am already enjoying Spring Break

I am in college.

"What does this mean?" You ask.

It means I eat out a lot, play Halo 3, talk on the telephone, am hardly ever alone, have interesting discussions, tell my roommates to wash the dishes, procrastinate, laugh all the time, get on iTunes every Tuesday to see what music has come out, go to the movies, and simply, enjoy life.

"That's it." You say.

Well, there is gradual incline towards a mental breakdown, times where you feel like you can't learn another detail about anything, the mystery of why teachers have all their papers and tests to be done all in the same week, the wonder if your teachers understand that you have a life outside school, the intimidation of that one teacher who you don't know how to approach because it is understatement to say that man/woman is brilliant.

Enough said.
I'm ready for Spring Break.

Until tomorrow...I am anticipating a week of rest.

The Autobiography of a Bumper Sticker

I passed a bumper sticker today, it read the words, "Obama 08." A bumper sticker tells a lot about the person who is sitting in front of you at the red light. Its amazing how quick you can judge a person by what is sticking to the back window of their car. For some, it is the one bumper sticker that tells it all -- "Support the troops" -- "Breast Cancer Awareness" -- One political statement -- OR -- the simple Christian fish. For others, there is the excessive amount of bumper stickers. This person is the activist or maybe the obsessed.

For most of my high school career I had a little dude that pointed to the sky with a Bible in his hand. I recently took this little dude off. I have a yellow truck -- without this little dude tattooed to the right corner of my back windshield people didn't know if it was my car or not.

Others associated me with a bumper sticker.

I took the bumper sticker off of my yellow automobile for a couple of reasons. (1) I replaced it with a cooler one that says, "Love Wins" (2) I didn't want people to associate me with Christianity -- I wanted them to associate me with love. (3) I didn't want that little dude pointing to the Heavens and holding the Word of God to be the extent of my witness and example of Christ.

In conclusion, I like people without bumper stickers. They are a mystery. I can't judge them by what is on the back of their car. In the car, they have nothing to live by. I better be an example to them because I do have a bumper sticker. So whether it be for animal rights, civil rights, rebel flag and the cause of rednecks, the support of a future president, or something else -- May your bumper sticker tell much about who you are and who you are becoming -- May you not judge the person in the car in front of you who is obsessed with being a vegetarian -- And may you get to know the person who has no bumper sticker at all.

This has been "The Autobiography of a Bumper Sticker" --

"Love Wins"

In Conclusion, Hope. [4 of 4]

Darkness always gives way to the Light.

May Light surround our hearts.

May Light reveal the hidden struggles.

May Light change us from the inside out.

In Christ, we have hope.
Hope for myself.
Hope for others.

There is hope that I will do something.
There is hope for Africa.
There is hope for the Church.
There is hope for the weak.
There is hope for oppressed.
There is hope for the unloved.
There is hope in the injustice.
There is hope for you.
There is hope for the optimist.
There is hope for the pacifist.
There is hope for the strong-willed.
There is hope for the activist.
There is hope for the victim.
There is hope for the sinner.
There is hope for the saint.
There is hope in the laughter.
There is hope in the smiles.
There is hope in the heart.
There is hope without searching.
There is hope in the searching.
There is hope in the mourning.
There is hope in the song.
There is hope in the hand.
There is hope in our actions.
There is hope for change.
There is hope in our prayers.
There is hope in the grace.
There is hope in the Cross.
There is hope in the Resurrection.
There is hope in Christ.
There is hope.

At the End of the Day All I Have Is Left or Right{?} [3 of 4]

{Decisions} - They mark our very existence. We make bad ones. We make right ones. We go one way. We regret. We rejoice.

It's amazing to think that in one second everything can change.

It may be a phone call. The Breaking New Headline. A kiss. A smile. Seeing something for the first time. Realizing you're small. Noticing that God is big. Taking a moment to breathe life in. We make the choice to answer the phone, turn on the television, go somewhere new, stop and look around, and respect the memories that make who I am today.

I find God in all the decisions I end up making. Good or bad.
In every decision -- there is His grace.

These days I am doing my best each night to pause. I think about the day. I capture the moments. I smile. I wonder. I realize that at the end of the day -- everything is still in God's hands. I let go. I give thanks. I give the credit back to my Creator.

Have you ever wondered about the narrow way?

Today -- I hope the little decisions I make influence the right and left. I pray they help others. I hope I don't even realize what is being done through the decisions I a make. I heard a question from a blog I read yesterday, "If what you do in the dark was to be on the front pages of the newspaper tomorrow -- would you still do it?" (www.fermiproject.com/blog)

May God be in every decision I make --
-- The decisions that are easy to make
-- The decisions He leads me to
-- The decisions He lets me choose
-- The decision that I have made to follow His Son

I Pass You By. You Shake My Hand. [2 of 4]

The Greatest Commandment: Loving God is Loving Others...Or (like I was taught in high school)...Loving Others is Loving God...

People: We come in all sorts of shapes and sizes. We are different. We look the same. Cultures are different. People aren't so different (www.theiheartrevolution). We all want to be loved and valued. We are in unique. We grow up differently. We grow old. We make mistakes. We eat. We breathe. Certain things inspire us. Certain things we hate. What inspires me is something you may hate and what you love may be something I despise. I am human. We are people.

Jesus died for the person who gets on my nerves, who I don't necessarily like, who is different, who is outcast, who loves, who hopes, who doubts, who hates, who runs, who hides, who falls, who rises, who is cool, who is not so cool...He died for the person I drive by, look at, never say say hello too, smile at, shake hands with, intentionally avoid, etc. etc. etc.




We are human.

Jesus came for us.
He rescued us {all}.
He redeems.
He invites.
He loves.

Loving Others is Loving God
Loving God is Loving Others

Until tomorrow...I love tonight.

The Air You and I Share [1 of 4]

[Intro] A Brief message from the Author (I always wanted to say that)

I am opening myself up. I am putting myself in a vulnerable position. I am healing wounds. I find peace again...

I want to be intentional about my blog writing -- not really for you -- but mostly for me. This is my escape. This is my song. This next week I'm exploring my own beliefs. It is so easy to be influenced and swayed from one belief to another. I love to read. I am constantly being stretched. I continue to evolve. I will never stop learning. However, over the summer (2007) I was asked, "Eric, what do you believe?" I have had a little while to think about this...So what you are reading and what I am typing is the essence of belief I personally hold onto. At the end of each of the next 4 blogs there is a captured moment(s) that I will end the blog with. This visual picture is a chance for you to see my heart, as well as, maybe find a glimmer of light yourself. For me, the visual pictures make me smile.

So...Here we go...

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{the Supremacy of Christ in my Life}

"The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have [life], and that they may have it more abundantly."

- Jesus (John 10:10, NKJV)

Every time I read this verse it brings purpose back to the table. I am learning that God is everywhere. He is in the moment I am typing this. He is in the very breath I breathe. It has become a cliche' is our Christian society that God is in control -- He holds all things -- He is the same yesterday, today, and forevermore. Even growing up in a Christian home I do not understand the power of such things just typed.

God is in every moment.
He wants to be there.
He is there.

It is amazing thinking of a God who wants to be where His creation is. Even in the darkness and the responsibilities that have been bestowed upon humankind -- God is there/here --

He is there when {I} laugh, cry, shout, leap, walk, think, don't think, drive fast, hug mom, eat dinner, help others, pass others by, get angry, mess up, mess up again, and again, hope, feel inspired, love, kiss my girl, hold her hand, get impatient, cross the line, lead worship, fall down, get up, go to class, fall asleep in class, get hungry, worship Him, study, read the latest book, get passionate about something, and...

He is there.

Now, this is no revolutionary thought -- but this is the first time it is coming alive in my soul.

He is here.

Let's take it even deeper...

He is there when {they} laugh, cry, shout, leap, walk, think, don't think, drive fast, hug mom, eat dinner, help others, pass others by, get angry, mess up, mess up again, and again, hope, feel inspired, love, kiss their girl, hold their hand, get impatient, cross the line, lead worship, fall down, get up, go to class, fall asleep in class, get hungry, worship, study, read the latest book, get passionate about something, and...

It's a humbling thought when you're on the interstate and you realize all the different stories and life-journey's that are passing you by from all sorts of directions.

Jesus came for us to have life -- and have it more abundantly.
God created life. He made it for us to enjoy.
May we see the wonder and awe. (Rob Bell, Everything is Spiritual Tour DVD)
May we see the glory of God. (Louie Giglio, How Great is Our God Tour DVD)
May we learn from others.
May we see the different directions.
May we love every aspect...
that Life continues to hold.

Centrally, my prayer is that the "God is there/here" belief would become the very steps I continue to take.

Essentially, the air you and I share --
God is there/here.

Until tomorrow...I rest tonight.


The Air You and I Share -- This was taken in Piedras Negras, Mexico a few years back. Life led {me to them} for a period of time -- Life led {them to me} for a period of time. May I never take moments like these for granted. This is abundant living.


There is nothing more that needs to be said. Who knows where this journey is going to lead? I'm glad I'm not alone. God is there/here.

2 Poisons and a Cure

I go to a Christian school. You would think it would be a utopia of like minded people who all have found some sort of hope in a man that revolutionized everything to believe in. However, you are mistaken. Now, majority of the people here have some how found and/or grew up surrounded by people who talked about and believed in this man. I for one, believe in this man.

However, for such a "utopia" this place has trenches.
It has ruts.
It has contagious feelings that intoxicate the soul.

I have become a cynic and I have become a judge.

I long for the best in things -- but my mentality is so shallow.
I long to ask questions -- but am I really looking for an answer?
I long for more knowledge -- only to deny the things I know in my actions.
I long to do something now -- this is the only one I can truthfully say that I long to do.

Cynics always judge and judges are always cynics.
These are 2 poisons.

I am learning that discernment is an absolute in my daily walk with Christ.
Being cynical is not always bad based on the heart that truly strives for the heart of Something real. Being a judge is not always bad when it is based on the judgment of who Christ is and what Christ wants for us.

May discernment saturate my prayer life.
May discernment walk amongst my thoughts.
May discernment shed the light from the dark.
May discernment reveal the truth from the lies.
May discernment be the cure.

May Your voice be loud in my heart tonight.

You are God.

Waving Goodbye is the Same Thing as Waving Hello --

I've had the chance in my lifetime to write a couple songs. These songs will more than likely never reach the sound of your ear. However, these songs are a memorials to a certain part of my life. These songs came out a heart filled with joy, pain, hurt, and hope. They kept me focused. They were psalms. I know Someone heard them...

Have you ever been so busy that you lost connection with the most vital part of your existence...yourself?

Silence is scary thing when you begin to listen...really listen...like really really listen. Silence is kind of like light. It always brings out what is in the dark. In the silence you can't hide behind the music -- silence brings out the rawness of what is going on in the inside. I have learned that every time I don't want to confront myself -- the very first thing I do is run for the noise. This noise may be the latest radio hit, the most recent iTunes download, or an amped up melody that I feel really connected to...yet, I have made up my mind that...

I don't want the noise to define my life --
I want the silence to define it.

I don't ever want to be something I am not.

I want to write songs.
Songs that tell the story of what is going on from the inside.
This blog is my song.

It is a place where light is.
It is a place where I connect, not necessarily to you, but to my own self.

Thanks for being apart of my story.

Waving Goodbye is the Same Thing as Waving Hello.